Ai cant live without Yu..hope yu read~

i'm sick..
my heart is pain..
i just thinking of yu..
yu used to be here alweys..
but yu are not here..
n i'm not blaming yu..
it's not your fault..
it's my fault for missing yu..
i'm alone..
all alone..
i miss yu sis..
i cant live without yu..
i try to call yu but i didnt..
i want to skyping wif yu but yu din on9..
n got one day it stated that yu on9 but when i try to reach yu..
yu said that yu want to go to another places..
dun worry..
its not ur fault..
i juz missing yu..
datz all..
i cried everyday..
coz i missing yu badly..
no one can replaced yu sis..
no one..
yu r da one understand me the most..
yesterday, i find out dat my skpe is missing on destop..
i dunno wat to do..
i feel everything was dark..
i feel sick of it..
i cried at toilet..
i juz missing yu..
thats ol~

I'm lovin it

haha..
its funny to read my comment dat was posted to my blog~
everything is just gr8..
i miss da old me..
where am i ??
where am i ??
ooo..
i am here in accounting lab..
haha~
sorry..
lately i'm lacking of ideas..
lately ??
its has been nearly a year i din post any new entry..
bz ??
emm..
i'm not bz..
but i've no interesting things to share wif yu ols..
huhu..
i'm home-sick..
i juz wanna go back..
dunt worry april..
next sem i'll staying at home..
get fat n lazy..
haha..

i'm beg for the last respect

please look at me..
please dont let me feel this way..
im tired..
cant u see..
how me..
crying badly..
looking for a signboard..
i hate this place..
i hate all this..
i just wanna go back home..
this is just not me..
where am i now..
how am i supposed to do..
please tell me..
it comes closer..
i cant do anyting..
my heart is rebel..
my lung is hardly to breathe..
am i going to die ??
everytime i inhale..
i cry..
this is really sad..
n i really hate this kind of feeling..
i truly hate all this..
i hopes dat this could be the end..
i have no problems with all that..
sumtimes we prefer in confort zone..
where we can keep closer..
n happily ever after..

YUP, I talking bout yuhh

why people change..
i dont get it..
it seems so hard to believe..
looks so clever but sounds so stupid..
hey, stop being such hypocrate !!

where had u been gone ??

I'd seeking for u everywhere i go..

but i cant find u even ur shadow..

but u have to know..

i also feel tired..

i also feel sad..

sumtin dat i was looking for i'd failed to find..

every night i cant fall asleep..

insomnia..

[ m e ] + [ y u ]

Me plus you

(I'ma tell you one time)

When I met you my heart went knock knock

Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop

And even though its a struggle love is all we got

Ao we gon' keep keep climbin' till the mountain top

Your world is my world And my fight is your fight

My breath is your breath And your heart

(and now I've got my)

One love

My one heart

My one life for sure

Lemme tell you one time

I'ma tell you one time

And I'ma be your one girl

You'll be my number one

Always makin time for you I'ma tell you one time

I'ma tell you one time

You look so deep

You know that it humbles me,

Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me

Many have called but the chosen Is you

Pop Eyes

wat a lucky day..
hangout wih my bro..
eat Popeyes..
n hv a cup of Cup-Bon..
hehe~

[ C ] h a n c e 4 e [ N ] j o [ Y ] a b l e

I just arrived from KL..
so tired la..
need sum rest..

2moro got Islamic quiz..
huhu..
but now I am so sleepy..
how to start study ??
not start any..

CNY,
go for karaoke n have a cup of bonbon at Wangsa Walk..
go along with My BSF n BBF..
of coz, they treat me..
haha..
first,Me n My BBF ady decided to go for Ice-skating but My BSF disagree..
so, we just went to WW for karaoke..
plus, we have to go back early coz My Ba ady plan to go to Rawang ( my 2nd house ) for a bbq after picked up my Ma from DBKL..

go Rawang,
have a bbq nite on valentine's day..
go to Waterfall..
twice okies..
haha..
n my legs was injured..
bleeding n got scar on my right leg..
frankly speaking, I dunno how to swim..
My BFF taught me the way to make my body floating on the water surface..
n I made it..
but with a HELP..
haha..

we truly have a great time..

A Jay Kay M Ass Kay

seriously
I am speechless but I still do want write sumtin bout this
hey, to conduct people who same age wif u ??
bit awkward kowt..
but at last, fantabulous wif flying colours for me la..
dats wat I feel during conducting them as facilitator..
be in Caring Squad..
penat gile kowt
here dere
people keep calling us told dat sum1 injured la..
sick la..
faint la..
aiyaya..
hospital is our place to rest a bit..
sampay Medical Assistant brag us say that are we ragging them..
ragging ??
oh Gosh..
sleep early n wake up late..
ragging ??
no yelling say ' cepat,cepat '
is that called ragging

okay stop here !

my groupies is MJ
yaya..
Michael Jackson..
am I spell right for Michael ??
oh, forget bout dat..
first, ice breaking..
Me start wif introduce their name n state where they stay..
then start wif LDK1

to be continue....sleepyyyyy

y? FI

in my member's room
Far n Rynn
internet so slow
got 1 bar only..
but thank God, still can on9..

next week all Ajk MSK go trip at Lenggong,Kedah
berendam air panas for 3days 2nights..
yippey !!

miss Wangsarian Secondary School so badly..

I am not DEAF yet

oh God,

am I hv sumtin trouble wif my ears..

stop singing Bro Charil !!

Curt Cobain dy die la..

no need to make a tribute for him..

u wanna listen to me o wanna sum kick special n original by me ??

juz feel lyke wanna kick his ass n choke his neck..really ! haha~ =)

GOOD girl gone BAD

actually I dunno wat does diz title means
n I dunno y I choose diz title..
but I lyke It coz It do sounds kinda fantabulous..haha (crazy)

I am going anymore..

to a place that I never adore..

the place that we need to be sronger more..

the place that we have to learn more..

as a sophomore..

good bye home..

goodbye everyone..

Cemetary o Graveyard

Zora the Hamster

Female

brown + white

dunno when It gave birth-4th Jan 2010 ( dunno wat tyme, wake up diz morning She dy die ) I think mayb around 4-7am..

hobby : pooping + singging ?? haha

cause of Death : cannot be traced ( mayb by Me ), lead to lack of oxygen ( punch small holes ) + starvation + coldness o mayb It suicide ?? huh.. ( after saw My Bro Charil open tribute about Curt Cobain at Utube diz morning n now all think bout suicidal..juz gr8~haha!)

victim : nobody been suspected ( act, Me ! )

-> gud bye Zora, hope U hv betta place dere..dun always pooping here n dere okies..=)

-> stay away from Me, I am a murderer.. LOLx =p

->sorry Bro Chapiq, coz Me not taking a gud care of your Zora ( My Bro pick diz name )..

-> nways, Zora ?? ewww..hehe

-> I more prefer Gaga o Niichi

-> mungkin name Zora not suitable for It kowt..haha

-> only one day we take that pet..die ady..

-> to Bro Fyrdaus ( Bro Chapiq Chilhood Fren ).. thanks n no thanks~ huh?? (crazy *_*)

New Resolution

" b more flexible "

quoted by Shazerinna Zainal Osman Shah

* ummmmm.. b more flexible ?? r u asking me to b flexible so I can get into small box ?? hehe

* ok Sizt, I will !! u ask me for ryte ?? kyaaaa~~~ u noe wat, u sow cruel oh !! kiddos~

* I noe wat do u mean..dun worry~

CUT above

I LUV U MA

usually I used to go to Miko for a cut..

but yesterday..

so malas to go out..

so, juz ask My Ma a favour to cut my hair..

hehe..funny tho

suddenly I flashback My childhood time..

I LOVE U MA

ALLerGic

today,
I do nothing much..
juz watchin ' Setem ' on My Bro Chapiq's laptop with Him n My Ma..
lay on My Parents bed juz lyke kura-kura..hehe
sumtyme Me n My Bro playin game bcoz nothing can do oso
plus my tee-vee broke by Me
dat day when I back home during study weeks oso sumtin broken
juz lyke usual..
u noe wat
my comp broken sudden..
dunno y oh
when d next day My Dad wanna used it suddenly cannot open..
huhu..
power tak tangan saya ??
so, better stay away from electric appliances..
opss, I am using My Bro's laptop right now..
if anythin happen..
Bro, please forgive me tho
maybe I am kinda allergic after what I've been through..
if at there, no tv no no no
bcoz of dat maybe.. hoho

<3 Ma [ N ] Ba <3

yeah, sweet things never come easily
stop and start to be patient
all you need just to be patient
yet you will know how much I do care and love you

please someone
please help me
please stop the time for me

I want it is forever be in night
I want it to be cold
and I want to see one light
from you

I want you stay still
look at me
smile at me
with your sincere smile
hug you thightly
kiss you cheek passionately


because I know that I will miss you
even now I do can feel
eventhough I still have a chance to do it
eventhough I can do it now

oh God
knp dlm hati neyh ??
susah..
takut..
berat..
sarat..
lemah..
nk meninggalkan Kamu n Dia..
Ma n Ba, Adek sayang Ma n Ba so much

pliz stop the time

what is wrong with me ??

sweating..

worrying..

tak nak balik sana..

huhu

only 3 weeks me cuti kowt..

tak sampay kowt..

wey,mane bley mcm neyh..

dyeorg cuti sampay 18

Me 6 dh must be there

haiz

hate packing things

haizzzzz

tu la

all bcoz my gedikness

huh

some1 pliz stop the time !!

[ Fren ] o [ Foe ] which F r u ??

sweet WORDS are easy to SAY

sweet THINGS are easy to BUY

BUT

sweet PEOPLE are difficult to FIND

LIFE ends when we stop DREAMING

HOPE ends when we stop BELIEVING

LOVE ends when we stop CARING

FRIENDSHIP ends when we stop SHARING

to LOVE without CONDITION

to TALK without RREASON

AND

to CARE without EXPECTATION

is the heart of a true friend