i'm beg for the last respect

please look at me..
please dont let me feel this way..
im tired..
cant u see..
how me..
crying badly..
looking for a signboard..
i hate this place..
i hate all this..
i just wanna go back home..
this is just not me..
where am i now..
how am i supposed to do..
please tell me..
it comes closer..
i cant do anyting..
my heart is rebel..
my lung is hardly to breathe..
am i going to die ??
everytime i inhale..
i cry..
this is really sad..
n i really hate this kind of feeling..
i truly hate all this..
i hopes dat this could be the end..
i have no problems with all that..
sumtimes we prefer in confort zone..
where we can keep closer..
n happily ever after..