Monday, March 28, 2011
PLEASE KILL ME CRUELLY
stop making a single promises
if yu not pretty sure
stop giving a false hopes
if yu know that yu cant fullfilled it
because it just gonna killing me slowly
but cruelly and it was really painfull
yu had promised and gave me a strength to believe on yu
Ai trust on yu because yu are someone that Ai loved the most
but yu left me half alive and dumped me on the ground
crying and look like a dumb
yu broke all the promises
Ai am not mad if yu say NO at the first place
at least it just gonna feel like
been stabbed with a knife through my heart
or take a gun and point it to my brain
but yu did tortured my heart
why dont yu just killing me so it doesnt feel so much pain
if yu not pretty sure
stop giving a false hopes
if yu know that yu cant fullfilled it
because it just gonna killing me slowly
but cruelly and it was really painfull
yu had promised and gave me a strength to believe on yu
Ai trust on yu because yu are someone that Ai loved the most
but yu left me half alive and dumped me on the ground
crying and look like a dumb
yu broke all the promises
Ai am not mad if yu say NO at the first place
at least it just gonna feel like
been stabbed with a knife through my heart
or take a gun and point it to my brain
but yu did tortured my heart
why dont yu just killing me so it doesnt feel so much pain
Sunday, March 27, 2011
First Yu Say Yu Want.Then Yu Say Yu Will.Yu Keep Me hanging On.
Ai am not a perfect person
but Ai am trying so hard to be a perfect person to yu
eventhough it is killing me slowly
but Ai will never giving up just like that
because Ai am strong outside
but who knows inside it bleeding
only capital H I M knows
that is ALLAH
Ai still trying to carve a smile
eventhough that is the hardest thing to do
but Ai still dont wanna show how my feeling towards yu..
but please,please and please smiling back to me
Ai dont ask fer more
only smile back to me
so Ai can feel everything is gonna be okay
eventhough Ai feel like in a other whole planet
please be kind
Ai am also a human
and have a fragile heart
special fer yu MIss Jenny eventhough Ai noe yu din read this.
but Ai am trying so hard to be a perfect person to yu
eventhough it is killing me slowly
but Ai will never giving up just like that
because Ai am strong outside
but who knows inside it bleeding
only capital H I M knows
that is ALLAH
Ai still trying to carve a smile
eventhough that is the hardest thing to do
but Ai still dont wanna show how my feeling towards yu..
but please,please and please smiling back to me
Ai dont ask fer more
only smile back to me
so Ai can feel everything is gonna be okay
eventhough Ai feel like in a other whole planet
please be kind
Ai am also a human
and have a fragile heart
special fer yu MIss Jenny eventhough Ai noe yu din read this.
JIBE GAJIMA
25days to go..
yeahhh~
thick report + daily report!
not done yet..
haisss~
sweating!
" JIBE GAJIMA BABY
NOYEGE JU SAMURI YANE NUNDE
JIBE GAJIMA BABY
NUNSINU SU AJI ANA YOUR SWEET HEART " lol.. :) nice song by TOP n GD~ <3
yeahhh~
thick report + daily report!
not done yet..
haisss~
sweating!
" JIBE GAJIMA BABY
NOYEGE JU SAMURI YANE NUNDE
JIBE GAJIMA BABY
NUNSINU SU AJI ANA YOUR SWEET HEART " lol.. :) nice song by TOP n GD~ <3
He is not mine.. T_T
maybe He is not fer me..
keep on move in April~
dont always be so lazy!
hihi.. :) <3
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Vice Versa
Ai am not preetier than yu..
who won the queen..
Ai am not smarter than yu..
who always on the top..
Ai am not a writer or artistic either..
Ai have no talent that yu got..
yup, Ai admit it..
Yu can say to me repeatedly..
Yu can broke my heart with your words..
Ai still remember that Yu said to me that yu have a lot of friends than Ai do..
Yup, Ai still admit it..
many people wanna chase Yu..
but Ai never had that feeling ' like in a fairytale "
and now Ai still admit it..
but thanks for open my eyes for the things that Ai never thought..
but yu have to know one thing,
maybe yu forgot or yu didnt know..
that Ai also have a heart..
yu did told me that yu had a lot of friends rite ??
sometimes Ai envy of yu..
how can yu really kind and nice to them so they didnt hurt
instead of my heart ??
maybe Ai am not important anymore in your life..
because now yu got everything that yu want..
dont worry Ai am okay..
who won the queen..
Ai am not smarter than yu..
who always on the top..
Ai am not a writer or artistic either..
Ai have no talent that yu got..
yup, Ai admit it..
Yu can say to me repeatedly..
Yu can broke my heart with your words..
Ai still remember that Yu said to me that yu have a lot of friends than Ai do..
Yup, Ai still admit it..
many people wanna chase Yu..
but Ai never had that feeling ' like in a fairytale "
and now Ai still admit it..
but thanks for open my eyes for the things that Ai never thought..
but yu have to know one thing,
maybe yu forgot or yu didnt know..
that Ai also have a heart..
yu did told me that yu had a lot of friends rite ??
sometimes Ai envy of yu..
how can yu really kind and nice to them so they didnt hurt
instead of my heart ??
maybe Ai am not important anymore in your life..
because now yu got everything that yu want..
dont worry Ai am okay..
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Story of My BESTfriend..
Ai am not someone that easily giving up just like that..
but Ai also have a heart..
Ai still remember when Ai was young..
in a high school..
someone took a love from me..
but Ai just keep saying to myself that " It's okay "..
but sadly, She was my bestfriend..
that is so sad..
but Ai still dont want to show that Ai am sad..
just because She is my bestfriend..
someone that can be trusted telling me that She saying that " Ai am too late "..
Ai shed a tears everytime Ai think bout it..
but Ai exactly not a girl who fighting each other just about a guy..
ohhh..
that is so not me..
and now..
Ai am afraid to a guy who have fallen in love with their partner or ex..
because that is something that Ai cannot tell..
Ai am just afraid..
let them do this to me..
you can take all my love..
you can take everything from me..
dont worry, Ai am still strong yet..
but Ai also have a heart..
Ai still remember when Ai was young..
in a high school..
someone took a love from me..
but Ai just keep saying to myself that " It's okay "..
but sadly, She was my bestfriend..
that is so sad..
but Ai still dont want to show that Ai am sad..
just because She is my bestfriend..
someone that can be trusted telling me that She saying that " Ai am too late "..
Ai shed a tears everytime Ai think bout it..
but Ai exactly not a girl who fighting each other just about a guy..
ohhh..
that is so not me..
and now..
Ai am afraid to a guy who have fallen in love with their partner or ex..
because that is something that Ai cannot tell..
Ai am just afraid..
let them do this to me..
you can take all my love..
you can take everything from me..
dont worry, Ai am still strong yet..
Sunday, March 6, 2011
SHOCK
stop being so good and nice..
and stop talking about my future..
you dont even know how I'm feeling..
it is already ruined..
I'm not good in Science and I'm not good in accounting either..
so how my future gonna looks like ??
the tears are gonna dry..
my heart cant take it anymore..
did someone can tell me..
i dunno why..
this feeling is something that i cant tell..
ohhh Gee..
everyday ohh..
everynight ohh..
Ai am shock~
and stop talking about my future..
you dont even know how I'm feeling..
it is already ruined..
I'm not good in Science and I'm not good in accounting either..
so how my future gonna looks like ??
the tears are gonna dry..
my heart cant take it anymore..
did someone can tell me..
i dunno why..
this feeling is something that i cant tell..
ohhh Gee..
everyday ohh..
everynight ohh..
Ai am shock~
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