I won't tell anyone.

Nevermind.
I'll be okay.
this is just a temporary.
(I'd trying make myself feel calm)

how sad it is.
how pain it is.
I'd promise to myself that I'll be alright.

honestly speaking. I hate my family right now.
I dunno why n please don't ask me why.
but I felt this way everytime they speak to me.
why you being so mean to me?
why had I did to you?

sometimes I wish that My family are not my biological blood.
do you get what I mean?

everthing that I did is wrong.
why cant you take me as I am?

sometimes, It is hard to being nice.

I won't tell anyone.
May time heal me.

?

Nevermind I'll find someone like you.
Ai wish nothing but the best for you,too.
Don't forget me Ai begged.
Ai remembered you said.
"sometimes It lasts in love,
but sometimes It hurts instead".

Adele-Someone Like You

glurppp. such a sad song~ grief!
heyyy wait a minute.
ME? listen to a sad song?
wat was happening here?
Gee-Gee-Gee~ :)

Ai couldnt be like what you wanted dad.
but Yu shud proud of me because Ai am totally being me~
sometimes It is hard to explain.
nobody knows my feeling.
It is bleeding inside.
but dont worry.
I'll never let you see me cry.
Ai also hv a big hopes, dreams.
Ai am work on it dad.
Yu just need to wish me fur the best.
that's all~
Ai am trying!
Ai just want you to know that. Ai am trying and Ai have a heart too because Ai am human not a monster. kayyy~ betta stop now! haha. :) <3