MY FOOD LAB. :)

Last Weekend I'd tried to make kuih seri muka which is i'm not really like it but my family loves it so much. so here i am, made it with my mama. :) MY FOOD LAB is successfully accomplished ~

Bottom Layer

500gm Beras Pulut Putih

300ml Santan (Fresh)

300ml air

2tsp Garam (halus)

Step

Rendam pulut sekurang2nya 4jam /semalaman

Basuh bersih &toskan

Kukus dengan semua bahan diatas selama 30minit (loyang yg xberlubang)

Apabila pulut masak, gaul hingga sebati. Tekan2 dlm loyang.

Upper Layer

Ingredient A

125gm Gula Kastor
50gm Tepung Kastard

200ml Santan (Fresh)

200ml air

10gm pandan (blender dgn air diatas-tapis)

Ingredient B

2biji telur

1/4 tsp Garam (halus)

1/4 tsp pandan essence 

Step

Blender bahan A & bahan B

Tapis dan masak (kacau dalam 2-3minit)

Tuang keatas lapisan bawah &kukus (30-40minit)

Em Yu Ee Tee . :)

I Can Make It Through The Rain. InsyaALLAH~ :)

COOLBLOG vs BASKIN ROBBINS :)

Working babehhh.. :)

seronok dapat kerja kat COOLBLOG. siyes~ :) 

kawan2 besh gile. 

Baham 

Rifi 

Shirol

Kak Zura

Mine

Nadira

Siew Hui

tapi siyes penat kot.

jadi cashier, bukak kedai, masak bubble, milk tea red tea green tea masak air gula.

kemas kerusi, mop n sapu, susun straw. fuhhh :)
yang paling tak tahannn kene basuh sinki. busuk.

next week. monday

start kerja kat Baskin Robbin pulak...

haha~ :)

besh2. experience~ 

I won't tell anyone.

Nevermind.
I'll be okay.
this is just a temporary.
(I'd trying make myself feel calm)

how sad it is.
how pain it is.
I'd promise to myself that I'll be alright.

honestly speaking. I hate my family right now.
I dunno why n please don't ask me why.
but I felt this way everytime they speak to me.
why you being so mean to me?
why had I did to you?

sometimes I wish that My family are not my biological blood.
do you get what I mean?

everthing that I did is wrong.
why cant you take me as I am?

sometimes, It is hard to being nice.

I won't tell anyone.
May time heal me.

?

Nevermind I'll find someone like you.
Ai wish nothing but the best for you,too.
Don't forget me Ai begged.
Ai remembered you said.
"sometimes It lasts in love,
but sometimes It hurts instead".

Adele-Someone Like You

glurppp. such a sad song~ grief!
heyyy wait a minute.
ME? listen to a sad song?
wat was happening here?
Gee-Gee-Gee~ :)

Ai couldnt be like what you wanted dad.
but Yu shud proud of me because Ai am totally being me~
sometimes It is hard to explain.
nobody knows my feeling.
It is bleeding inside.
but dont worry.
I'll never let you see me cry.
Ai also hv a big hopes, dreams.
Ai am work on it dad.
Yu just need to wish me fur the best.
that's all~
Ai am trying!
Ai just want you to know that. Ai am trying and Ai have a heart too because Ai am human not a monster. kayyy~ betta stop now! haha. :) <3

AIM HIGHER CHATZE. :)

post it note. starting today~ cehhh! :)

1.buy envelope (A3 size) fer filing the report.
2.daily report- today mesti siap sampai April. so, that means kena cancelled lunch with Evon~ huhu! sori Evon. maybe 2moro kay~ Ai promise! really have to. sorry again~ :(
3.thick report siapkan starting 8pm till ........ (not sure).

intro 100%
Chapter 1 50%
Chapter 2 0%
Chapter 3 80%
Chapter 4 0%
Chapter 5 not sure. later need to check back~ :)
Chapter 6 100%
Chapter 7 100%
Chapter 8 100%

4. packing things. 4/7/2011
5. things to buy:
-5 pairs baju kurung
-milk powder ENSURE
-night cream OLAY rembat Mama punye. keh keh keh~:)
-multivitamin
-new heater (kettle)
-food supply
-toilettories. do Ai spell it rite? double tt?
-scarf.
-buku MUET (borrow from My Sis sudeeehhhh. hihi~ :)

LORD KNOWS. DREAMS ARE HARD TO FOLLOW.

Sangat penat.
bertungkus lumus untuk siapkan report~
i'm tired !
really exhausted. huhu~ :(
sweating sambil huming-huming lagu MC-Hero!
haha, Ai noe it kinda old but heyyy Ai don't care.
daily report in progress but still 50%!
thick report not done maybe about 40%!
so how?

going back to Kedah. maybe 4th or 5th of July 2011.
still hoping my report has done earlier so Ai have a betta life then.

hoping for 4.00 flat for my final year~ Amin ! InsyaALLAH. :)
Usaha + Doa + Tawakal = 4.00 flat.

next sem would be :
- no karaoke fer every weeks maknenya everday haha. haishhh. Chatze, ur focus need more focus~ glurppp ! :)
- solat. recite Al-Quran after perform solat Maghrib~ :)
- no last minute revision. that means everyday yu have to revise like tomorrow is gonna b ur final exam fer dat paper.
- follow schedule plsss. discipline is the main thing~ ngeee! :(
- aim UM. InsyaALLAH~

okayyy. betta finish up ma report~ huhu ! 4.00 flat. InsyaALLAH~ Amiin! :)

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STILL THINK BOUT THIS THING A LOT.

macam mana keadaan nenek kat situ?

nenek masih rasa sakit tak?

nenek masih rasa letih tak?

minta maaf nenek sebab tak melawat nenek.

tak tahu pun nenek masuk hospital.

kalaulah boleh diputarkan masa.

akanku mohon seribu ampun darimu.

mesti banyak dosaku terhadapmu nek.

selalu buat nenek risau.

nenek duduk situ baik-baik ya.

nanti satu hari Adek akan menyusul menemani nenek lagi.

melihat nenek pergi dalam keadaan tersenyum pun sudah buat hati Adek tenang.

lepas ni nenek takperlulah rasa susah hati lagi.

Adek akan selalu doakan nenek kat sana.

nenek adalah yang terbaik.

Yu are my only grandma.

I love yu so much.

terima kasih menjaga Adek slame ni.

tak dapat dibalas pergorbananmu.

Al-Fatihah Nek.

tunggu Adek ye

I try letting yu go..

still thinking bout this thing a lot

how your life there?

i'm afraid they gonna hurt yu.

yu got me shaken up

please tell me there's a way

i'm gonna miss yu badly Nek..

Please.Dont Tell Me Goodbye.

I'm gonna miss yu

why yu leave me?

I need yu.

Al-Fatihah untuk Arwah Nenek.