[ DON'T ] Leave Me Alone

I dont want to let you go
I dont want to miss a thing about you
I want to be the first to know
I want to be your number 1 fan

but my small little voice always whispered to my inner ears
that you are not mine
and we are not meant to be together

I slowly wiped my tears
and closed my ears with my both palm
so that i became deaf for a second from that small little voice
and my mouth keep denied all that
and start tried hardly to carved a smiled
even It may look fake
i feel relieved afterall

closed pair of my eyes tightly
and hope that i will end up dream bout you
as my prince charming