Patriotic Me <3

Negaraku

Tanah tumpahnya darahku

Rakyat hidup bersatu dan maju

Rahmat bahagia Tuhan kurniakan

Raja kita selamat bertakhta

Rahmat bahagia Tuhan kurniakan

Raja kita selamat bertakhta

(MALAYSIA Anthem:Negaraku)

Untitled

hehe!!=)
I just realised that no entry for last Sunday..
I just missed It up..
dissappeared and missing for awhile..LOLz~

listening to (My Shaffiq Oppa) Chapiq's fav Song..Locked In LOVE by James Baum..
Aiyaya..only one words can describe that song 'DEEP'..hehe!!=)

It really is..
make Me touched~
if You guys dont believe in Me..
go to Youtube then check It out lor~okies ??
FYI , He is MALAYSIAn !! support local music !!

-SIGNING OFF-

Killer Criticize ( to Myself )

(this is happen to another country-not MALAYSIA)
When I switched on TV..
politics here..politics there..
haiz..(sigh..)
are You all just know how to open Your mouth ??
then nagging and babbling nonsensed??
I am sick of It..

fighting gov and non-gov here and there??
just like animals in the zoo ??
I think animals in the zoo more have nice behaviour and good manners than You all..

I am not into a politics..
creates dramas and hoping for spectators to judge You..
so lame !!
We know them all..

(Terima Kasih Ya ALLAH , MALAYSIA in PEACE !! KAMI anak MALAYSIA !!..LOLz~)

Cassiopeia Constellation

It's 12 at night, drunk with a tired voice..
It's 2 in the morning, a cold hangup of the phone..

No one knows my heart..
I can't stop LOVE LOVE LOVE..
Even though it hurts, I keep repeating..
I can't stop LOVE LOVE LOVE..

Have you ever loved..
Like in the movies where they fall in love at first sight..
Stayed up all night on the phone..
Bragged to the world.Waited in the pouring rain..
Ran like crazy towards them..
Secretly watched them..
Gone crazy..
Pretended not to see them..

Of course you have, loved..
Gone broke because of anniverseries..
Said sorry even after you did well..
Stayed up all night writing a love letter..
Moved a date with your family..
Prayed to God for them not to hurt..
Avoided friends..
Watched their backs as they left..

I loved them like crazy,why ??
I was really good to them, why ??
I loved them to death, why ??
I gave them my heart..
I've lost lost everything, what do I do ??

Have you ever broken up ??
Had your makeup erase in the rain ??
Cut your long hair ??
Picked up a cigarette even though you quit ??
Avoided a place thinking that you would meet them ??
Written a letter that you couldn't send ??
Get drunk and dial their number (hello) had your lips freeze ??

Of course you have, broken up..
Hated them as much as you loved them ??
Torn a letter you couldn't read ??
Erased a number you couldn't forget ??
Celebrated an anniversary on your own ??
Burnt all the pictures ??
Thought that all the sad songs in this world was about you ??

Cry like a fool, get drunk again ??
Grab your friends and curse that person ??
Time passes, and you get drunk again ??
Pick up the phone, say LOVE !!

Oh Em Gee ~

sleepy~

Oh Em Gee..
sow sleepy ryte now..
usually not lyke diz~
how bout Me write sumthin' bout sleepy ??
okies o not ??

My eyes cant stands to open because of our piled of memories..
but I try to make It..
I try eventhough It is really painfull and tiring..

hehe!!=) lack of rest + lack of ideas = sleepy

Bullet Train

fallin in LOVE is as rapid as Bullet Train..
fallin in LOVE is as tough as sit for SPM Examination..
fallin in LOVE ia as scary as Japanese Horror Movie (Ju-On)..
fallin in LOVE is as romantic as Korean Love Drama (Stairway To Heaven)..

LOVE comes and goes..
but Our memories doesnt comes and goes as long You dont have Amnesia disease ( memory lost )..

I stay away from the first place We met..
I stay away from the placed that We used to go..

I try to thrown up all Your things that You give to Me..
I try to thrown up all Your clothes that You left at My house..

I do touched..
the smell of those things stick at My hands..
I try get rid of that but It doesnt works..
My hands still can smell Our memory that still lingers inner My box of mind..

You Are O2 !! ( to My Sis )

Dear My Love ,
eventhough I am not there with You when You need Me..
eventhough I cant see Your face expression when You felt left out..
eventhough I dont know how Your condition there(are You okay Dear ??)..
eventhough I damn missed You almost every ticking of clock(Yes , I do)..
eventhough I cant describe how much You love and miss Me..

I cant deny My feeling right now upon You..
I cant interprete It in clearly image..
I cant confess It by words( It is really deep )..
I cant show It through My action..
I cant predict what may happen to Me if You not here (in My soul)..

You are My Eyes..
You are My Nose..
You are My Ears..
You are My Lips..
You are My Heart..
You are My Vein..
You are My Blood vessels..
You are My Spinal Cord..
You are My Body..
You are My soul..
You are My LIFE !!

without You I am blind..
without You I am lack of oxygen..
without You I am deaf..
without You I am dying..
without You I am paralysed..
without You life seems no meaning..
without You life seems useless to Me..
without You I am dull..
without You I am plain..

You appreciate Me the way I am..
You taught My heart the things I never knew I had (LOVE)..

Anxiety Disorder

when I walked alone in the big street..
with nothing in My left and My right..
with My bag that hang in My left shoulder that become My subttitution of to My awkward feeling..
with My hair undone and messy despite of the breezy air..
the wind world seems to force Me to give up on My hopes and want to let Me down..
the windy surrounding blast My face and pulled Me backwards..as I am tiny and small compared to a nation of air..
the echoed of My shoes become My loyal friend..

every steps that I took was filled with a full pile of sweating hopes..
everyone that I passed will obviously felt the present of Me..
I became shy and put My face down while walking..
I try let My face up for a second and I saw many of coupled held their partner hand..
I put My face down again..
My gloomy feeling arrived on Me..
I try to hide that feeling..
I try to keep My tears from falling..
but I cant..
I became sad and I cry..

only shadows of mine accompanied Me along the way I walked..
only tears knows My feeling..

I hope this tears will send a telepathy to You..
as many tears that flow through My cheeks..

nobody will understand Me..
nobody will accompany Me..
nobody will hear Me..
nobody..

I know that I'm all alone by Myself..
these kinds of feeling keep chasing Me and never let Me go even a second..
these kinds of feeling keep haunting Me eventhough I am with someone..
I feel ANXIETY !!

Stairway To Heaven

I went to meet My dentist today baecause I have an appointment every Friday..
It was a really torturing session..
trust Me !!
You need to trust Me this time !!
You must !!
hehe!!=)

after that I went to My 2nd House that is JJ..
hehe!!=)
that place so inviting..
so starving..I dont have any choice besides eat at ' Food Court ' or ' The Eggs House '~
1st I thought I wanna have My lunch at ' The Eggs House ' but changed My mind already because I just ate same meal last week..
so, I bought ' Nasi Ayam Masak Merah ' for take away at ' Food Court '..
then went to SnJ..not bought anyting..just go and ' cuci mata ' there..
actually,quite long time..I didnt spend My time to drop there but I got chance today to went there but find out that nothing updating and new coming..
haiz~~so lame!!

walk..walk..walk..
All the sudden , I stopped at ' Big Apple '..
ermm..
looks so yummy2..
then I bought only 3 pieces that costs MYR 2.20 each..
because I knew if I brought back home..only Me need to finished it all !!
It do taste like in heaven !! LOLz~

Transform From This To That

You need to have to meet life experiences before You realise You know what they mean..

At times in life We need to live simple , think simple , eat simple..

We cannot demand changes from people or things that We cannot control..
We can only control or change our thoughts..
We must be willing to listen and learn from those wise people..

Like the old saying ,
if you want something to change ,
you take the first step to change first..
I guess if everyone practices what Gandhi is trying to tell us then we will be able to achieve life happiness because happiness is not measure by money or others but it is truly by you yourself..