ALLerGic

today,
I do nothing much..
juz watchin ' Setem ' on My Bro Chapiq's laptop with Him n My Ma..
lay on My Parents bed juz lyke kura-kura..hehe
sumtyme Me n My Bro playin game bcoz nothing can do oso
plus my tee-vee broke by Me
dat day when I back home during study weeks oso sumtin broken
juz lyke usual..
u noe wat
my comp broken sudden..
dunno y oh
when d next day My Dad wanna used it suddenly cannot open..
huhu..
power tak tangan saya ??
so, better stay away from electric appliances..
opss, I am using My Bro's laptop right now..
if anythin happen..
Bro, please forgive me tho
maybe I am kinda allergic after what I've been through..
if at there, no tv no no no
bcoz of dat maybe.. hoho

<3 Ma [ N ] Ba <3

yeah, sweet things never come easily
stop and start to be patient
all you need just to be patient
yet you will know how much I do care and love you

please someone
please help me
please stop the time for me

I want it is forever be in night
I want it to be cold
and I want to see one light
from you

I want you stay still
look at me
smile at me
with your sincere smile
hug you thightly
kiss you cheek passionately


because I know that I will miss you
even now I do can feel
eventhough I still have a chance to do it
eventhough I can do it now

oh God
knp dlm hati neyh ??
susah..
takut..
berat..
sarat..
lemah..
nk meninggalkan Kamu n Dia..
Ma n Ba, Adek sayang Ma n Ba so much

pliz stop the time

what is wrong with me ??

sweating..

worrying..

tak nak balik sana..

huhu

only 3 weeks me cuti kowt..

tak sampay kowt..

wey,mane bley mcm neyh..

dyeorg cuti sampay 18

Me 6 dh must be there

haiz

hate packing things

haizzzzz

tu la

all bcoz my gedikness

huh

some1 pliz stop the time !!

[ Fren ] o [ Foe ] which F r u ??

sweet WORDS are easy to SAY

sweet THINGS are easy to BUY

BUT

sweet PEOPLE are difficult to FIND

LIFE ends when we stop DREAMING

HOPE ends when we stop BELIEVING

LOVE ends when we stop CARING

FRIENDSHIP ends when we stop SHARING

to LOVE without CONDITION

to TALK without RREASON

AND

to CARE without EXPECTATION

is the heart of a true friend

PhObiA

I am PHOBIA of FAILURES

I will never tun back
I am afraid of failures
I am scared of failures
I am hate of failures
I dont want to be a failures
I dont want to be a loser
ANYMORE

L . i . s . t . e . n [ 2 ] E . H

songs of EH reminds me
where i am nothing
only depends on biggest dream
yet I am still hoping and depends on my dream
but with a pinch of achievement

now I know what is wrong and what is right for me
I already start to realise
It is not that easy to achieve
and It is also not impossible to grab

I'd tried my best to prove
that I am not old-April
I am new one
I am new April

congrates April~
L.o.Ideas

I dun wanna noe

Me just back from Kedah
tiring but happy back home
not sleepy anymore
borrow my BSF's laptop
open website
dunno when I am going to start study for next sem
as MSK's..

...............

the day had passing by
but I am still doing nothing
waking up late
do the same thing

I stared at the sun
but the sun with a angry face look back at me
so,I wish for a falling rain
so that I will feel more much better
but the heavy rain blast me cruely

oh,thank God,It is juz a tots

I Am ZERO

sometimes I dunno who I am
why am I here
why am I still here

sometimes I easily got confused
why am I here
and why am I still here

sometimes I dunno how my future might be
why am I here
why am I still here

sometimes I cry
but nobody here
and give me a hug

sometimes I flashback my memory when I used to have a nice dream but...
it is all gone..
but..(sigh**)

just a piece of space

I am
still here
still the same
the quote ' everybody changing ' is not for me
so far i travel along my line of life

i am
still who i am before
i just do not know how to change myself

because i just wanna be me
so stop blaming me
if i am not like what you expect me to be
because i donno how to become what you want
and i am tired of waiting
and i will stop waiting
because i am just a girl and zero