JIBE GAJIMA

25days to go..
yeahhh~
thick report + daily report!
not done yet..
haisss~
sweating!

" JIBE GAJIMA BABY
NOYEGE JU SAMURI YANE NUNDE
JIBE GAJIMA BABY
NUNSINU SU AJI ANA YOUR SWEET HEART " lol.. :) nice song by TOP n GD~ <3

He is not mine.. T_T

maybe He is not fer me..

keep on move in April~

dont always be so lazy!

hihi.. :) <3

Vice Versa

Ai am not preetier than yu..
who won the queen..
Ai am not smarter than yu..
who always on the top..
Ai am not a writer or artistic either..
Ai have no talent that yu got..
yup, Ai admit it..
Yu can say to me repeatedly..
Yu can broke my heart with your words..

Ai still remember that Yu said to me that yu have a lot of friends than Ai do..
Yup, Ai still admit it..
many people wanna chase Yu..
but Ai never had that feeling ' like in a fairytale "

and now Ai still admit it..
but thanks for open my eyes for the things that Ai never thought..
but yu have to know one thing,
maybe yu forgot or yu didnt know..
that Ai also have a heart..
yu did told me that yu had a lot of friends rite ??
sometimes Ai envy of yu..
how can yu really kind and nice to them so they didnt hurt
instead of my heart ??

maybe Ai am not important anymore in your life..
because now yu got everything that yu want..
dont worry Ai am okay..

I'm fine, thank yu. Und Yu ??

I'm fine, thank you. And Yu ??

(Big Bang- Thank Yu Und Yu)

Story of My BESTfriend..

Ai am not someone that easily giving up just like that..
but Ai also have a heart..
Ai still remember when Ai was young..
in a high school..
someone took a love from me..
but Ai just keep saying to myself that " It's okay "..
but sadly, She was my bestfriend..
that is so sad..
but Ai still dont want to show that Ai am sad..
just because She is my bestfriend..
someone that can be trusted telling me that She saying that " Ai am too late "..
Ai shed a tears everytime Ai think bout it..
but Ai exactly not a girl who fighting each other just about a guy..
ohhh..
that is so not me..
and now..
Ai am afraid to a guy who have fallen in love with their partner or ex..
because that is something that Ai cannot tell..
Ai am just afraid..
let them do this to me..
you can take all my love..
you can take everything from me..
dont worry, Ai am still strong yet..

Hello Hello~ ^0^

seriously, Ai am in love with Yu.. :)

Lee Dong Wook

SHOCK

stop being so good and nice..
and stop talking about my future..
you dont even know how I'm feeling..
it is already ruined..
I'm not good in Science and I'm not good in accounting either..
so how my future gonna looks like ??

the tears are gonna dry..
my heart cant take it anymore..
did someone can tell me..
i dunno why..
this feeling is something that i cant tell..
ohhh Gee..

everyday ohh..
everynight ohh..
Ai am shock~

Ai cant live without Yu..hope yu read~

i'm sick..
my heart is pain..
i just thinking of yu..
yu used to be here alweys..
but yu are not here..
n i'm not blaming yu..
it's not your fault..
it's my fault for missing yu..
i'm alone..
all alone..
i miss yu sis..
i cant live without yu..
i try to call yu but i didnt..
i want to skyping wif yu but yu din on9..
n got one day it stated that yu on9 but when i try to reach yu..
yu said that yu want to go to another places..
dun worry..
its not ur fault..
i juz missing yu..
datz all..
i cried everyday..
coz i missing yu badly..
no one can replaced yu sis..
no one..
yu r da one understand me the most..
yesterday, i find out dat my skpe is missing on destop..
i dunno wat to do..
i feel everything was dark..
i feel sick of it..
i cried at toilet..
i juz missing yu..
thats ol~

I'm lovin it

haha..
its funny to read my comment dat was posted to my blog~
everything is just gr8..
i miss da old me..
where am i ??
where am i ??
ooo..
i am here in accounting lab..
haha~
sorry..
lately i'm lacking of ideas..
lately ??
its has been nearly a year i din post any new entry..
bz ??
emm..
i'm not bz..
but i've no interesting things to share wif yu ols..
huhu..
i'm home-sick..
i juz wanna go back..
dunt worry april..
next sem i'll staying at home..
get fat n lazy..
haha..

i'm beg for the last respect

please look at me..
please dont let me feel this way..
im tired..
cant u see..
how me..
crying badly..
looking for a signboard..
i hate this place..
i hate all this..
i just wanna go back home..
this is just not me..
where am i now..
how am i supposed to do..
please tell me..
it comes closer..
i cant do anyting..
my heart is rebel..
my lung is hardly to breathe..
am i going to die ??
everytime i inhale..
i cry..
this is really sad..
n i really hate this kind of feeling..
i truly hate all this..
i hopes dat this could be the end..
i have no problems with all that..
sumtimes we prefer in confort zone..
where we can keep closer..
n happily ever after..