Monday, April 11, 2011

JOGGING IS not BORING

jogging?

dad, r yu free this Saturday ?

then He replied yes.

jog like every Saturday.

it is already became our routine.

our means my parents.

lol.

so we went to Tasek Titiwangsa.

go there plus "cuci mata".

cool.

we usually arrived around 7-8.

if yu go there i'm pretty sure we had met.

Friday, April 1, 2011

YET

Ai never wanted to admit it

Ai never thought We were ending like this

But Ai gotta say

Ai still love Yu


Ai cant remember what Ai did today

Ai was waiting fer Your call n Ai ended up doing nothing

Ai really miss Yu n in My mind

Ai can still see the images of Yu


Those who does't know smiles n asks how yu r doing

The word "break up" is still unfamiliar

So Ai couldn't say anything about it

Ai still haven't learned about breaking up

And still not sure what sadness means

Still even if Yu leave Me fer now

Ai wont believe it.

Tears won't come out

Still even if it sounds like like a lie rather than a sad song

Still Ai can feel little by little

Now Ai am crying

Ai guess it's beginning


Ai wanna rewind it Yu n Ai laughing in this picture

the loneliness wrapping around me and ai spend the night in tears

after you've left , the sad love has built a Fallin' love spaceship


You've lingered in my mind all day n

You've left n Ai can't do anything about it

Now Ai want to catch it

But now Ai can't love if it's not yu


Ai miss when Ai would at Yu n Yu would smile back

No matter how Ai try we probably can't be together


Never knew it would hurt like this

Ai never know

if Ai knew what it meant earlier

No No

Rewind the time

So Ai could

have held yu back and never let yu go

RUN

why Ai cant stop from calling your name?

this is like addiction..

even when Ai cant see your shadow..

remember you is more than enough..


what is happening to me..

oh SHIT~

Monday, March 28, 2011

BELIEBERS

Ai <3 JUSTIN BIEBER.. ^o^

PLEASE KILL ME CRUELLY

stop making a single promises
if yu not pretty sure

stop giving a false hopes
if yu know that yu cant fullfilled it

because it just gonna killing me slowly
but cruelly and it was really painfull
yu had promised and gave me a strength to believe on yu
Ai trust on yu because yu are someone that Ai loved the most
but yu left me half alive and dumped me on the ground
crying and look like a dumb
yu broke all the promises

Ai am not mad if yu say NO at the first place
at least it just gonna feel like
been stabbed with a knife through my heart
or take a gun and point it to my brain

but yu did tortured my heart
why dont yu just killing me so it doesnt feel so much pain

Sunday, March 27, 2011

First Yu Say Yu Want.Then Yu Say Yu Will.Yu Keep Me hanging On.

Ai am not a perfect person
but Ai am trying so hard to be a perfect person to yu
eventhough it is killing me slowly
but Ai will never giving up just like that
because Ai am strong outside
but who knows inside it bleeding
only capital H I M knows
that is ALLAH

Ai still trying to carve a smile
eventhough that is the hardest thing to do
but Ai still dont wanna show how my feeling towards yu..

but please,please and please smiling back to me
Ai dont ask fer more
only smile back to me
so Ai can feel everything is gonna be okay
eventhough Ai feel like in a other whole planet
please be kind
Ai am also a human
and have a fragile heart

special fer yu MIss Jenny eventhough Ai noe yu din read this.

JIBE GAJIMA

25days to go..
yeahhh~
thick report + daily report!
not done yet..
haisss~
sweating!

" JIBE GAJIMA BABY
NOYEGE JU SAMURI YANE NUNDE
JIBE GAJIMA BABY
NUNSINU SU AJI ANA YOUR SWEET HEART
" lol.. :) nice song by TOP n GD~ <3

He is not mine.. T_T

maybe He is not fer me..
keep on move in April~
dont always be so lazy!
hihi.. :) <3

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Vice Versa

Ai am not preetier than yu..
who won the queen..
Ai am not smarter than yu..
who always on the top..
Ai am not a writer or artistic either..
Ai have no talent that yu got..
yup, Ai admit it..
Yu can say to me repeatedly..
Yu can broke my heart with your words..

Ai still remember that Yu said to me that yu have a lot of friends than Ai do..
Yup, Ai still admit it..
many people wanna chase Yu..
but Ai never had that feeling ' like in a fairytale "

and now Ai still admit it..
but thanks for open my eyes for the things that Ai never thought..
but yu have to know one thing,
maybe yu forgot or yu didnt know..
that Ai also have a heart..
yu did told me that yu had a lot of friends rite ??
sometimes Ai envy of yu..
how can yu really kind and nice to them so they didnt hurt
instead of my heart ??

maybe Ai am not important anymore in your life..
because now yu got everything that yu want..
dont worry Ai am okay..


Saturday, March 12, 2011

I'm fine, thank yu. Und Yu ??

I'm fine, thank you. And Yu ??
(Big Bang- Thank Yu Und Yu)