Fun + Freedom = Finally

finally.
my miserable life ends.
during a month of April I've been worked fer 12hours a day.
fuhhh.
thanks Allah fer everything.
Ai tot that Ai am gonna be crazy.
lucky. It's almost.
my memory.
still here and remains here.
eventhough all the circumstances that Ai had faced.
finally. Ai made it.
with flying colours.
thanks Mr Lee Swee Yong fer giving me the precious opportunity fer having a practical fer 5 months there.
Miss Teh Poh Ling.
Mrs Esther.
Miss Jenny Ling.
Miss Lee Yun.
Miss Lee Shirlin.
Miss Evon Ng Hui Yen.
Miss Windy.
Miss Wee San.
Mr Cheong Hon Noon.
Mr Lee Pan Yang.
Mr Kar Hoe.
Mr Raymond.

Dang.

Why Ai am hurting like this?

oh SHIT.

wae naman irokedo apahanunji?

I MY ME MINE

Ai am who Ai am.

accept Me fer being Me.

Ai am not gonna changed it.

fullstop.

sorry haters.

yu just waste ur time. lol.

~babo gati haru jongil~

SHUT UP strangers.

hello.sorry.

who are yu?

yu dont know me.

and ai dont know yu fer sure.

first, ai wanna tell yu that ai am not a spoilt kid.

secondly, ai am not fully depends on my parents and siblings.

thirdly, shut up strangers.

finally, mind ur on business. such a busybody. yu dont hv ur life ah?

~biromogul niga miwojyo~

my name is CHATZE!

JOGGING IS not BORING

jogging?

dad, r yu free this Saturday ?

then He replied yes.

jog like every Saturday.

it is already became our routine.

our means my parents.

lol.

so we went to Tasek Titiwangsa.

go there plus "cuci mata".

cool.

we usually arrived around 7-8.

if yu go there i'm pretty sure we had met.

YET

Ai never wanted to admit it

Ai never thought We were ending like this

But Ai gotta say

Ai still love Yu

Ai cant remember what Ai did today

Ai was waiting fer Your call n Ai ended up doing nothing

Ai really miss Yu n in My mind

Ai can still see the images of Yu

Those who does't know smiles n asks how yu r doing

The word "break up" is still unfamiliar

So Ai couldn't say anything about it

Ai still haven't learned about breaking up

And still not sure what sadness means

Still even if Yu leave Me fer now

Ai wont believe it.

Tears won't come out

Still even if it sounds like like a lie rather than a sad song

Still Ai can feel little by little

Now Ai am crying

Ai guess it's beginning

Ai wanna rewind it Yu n Ai laughing in this picture

the loneliness wrapping around me and ai spend the night in tears

after you've left , the sad love has built a Fallin' love spaceship

You've lingered in my mind all day n

You've left n Ai can't do anything about it

Now Ai want to catch it

But now Ai can't love if it's not yu

Ai miss when Ai would at Yu n Yu would smile back

No matter how Ai try we probably can't be together

Never knew it would hurt like this

Ai never know

if Ai knew what it meant earlier

No No

Rewind the time

So Ai could

have held yu back and never let yu go

RUN

why Ai cant stop from calling your name?

this is like addiction..

even when Ai cant see your shadow..

remember you is more than enough..

what is happening to me..

oh SHIT~

BELIEBERS

Ai <3 JUSTIN BIEBER.. ^o^

PLEASE KILL ME CRUELLY

stop making a single promises
if yu not pretty sure

stop giving a false hopes
if yu know that yu cant fullfilled it

because it just gonna killing me slowly
but cruelly and it was really painfull
yu had promised and gave me a strength to believe on yu
Ai trust on yu because yu are someone that Ai loved the most
but yu left me half alive and dumped me on the ground
crying and look like a dumb
yu broke all the promises

Ai am not mad if yu say NO at the first place
at least it just gonna feel like
been stabbed with a knife through my heart
or take a gun and point it to my brain

but yu did tortured my heart
why dont yu just killing me so it doesnt feel so much pain