d . U . n . N . o

happy milk plushie ~ 8D

at last, I know that what I am searching for in My life..
yup, I am gonna catch and hold It tight as I could..
yup, I am gonna try My best for It..

at last, I know and found My eternal destiny..
eventhough It sounds unpredictable and seems helpless..
but I liked It..
I wanna know My limit whether I can do or not..
yup, I am seeking for the answer..
and the answer is on Me..

Lets Flip The World !! hehe =p

Will You tell Me to have strength ??
Will You raise Me up by sparkling Your eyes ??

All of the people want it faster and more..
Oh I'm an ordinary girl..

The wind blows freely,
But I dont know where everyone is..
But have a strength,
We've made it this far..

This kind of thing is really not much,
Lets flip the world ( haha !! )

One thing I cannot figure out..
There is only one reason why this complicated world is fun ( Yes Its You !! )

Will You tell Me that You love Me ??
Will You embrace Me and laugh with Me ??

The sky is very blue,
But I dont know where everyone is going..

I like just the way You are..
You set Me free..
Set Me free My Boy..

Everything changed after You appeared..
Lets start again from now..

S a d T a n g o

What I got to do to make you mine ??

Where should I begin my search to find ??
Any clue that you might left behind..
Oh You , please give me a sign..
I can never walk away like this..
Giving up on you..

And it's true..

It's the only one thing that I'm sure..
Only one thing that is so pure..
Pure enough my heart can cure..
There so much I can endure..
Can you please come back to me ??
To my arms please..

Finding ways to take you back..
Everyday I'm asking to myself..
What's the reason that you turned your back to me ??
How am I supposed to live ??

Searching places you might be..
Anywhere I'll go if I can meet..
You and tell you how I need you here with me..
I can't live without your love..

Why can't I just give up and let go ??
When it's over and I know..
Everywhere I looked for high and low..
Couldn't find you and it shows..
That you don't want me to come to you..
Come to you again..

So I tried..
Try to live my life without you here
But what I run into is more fear..
Can you hear my words it's so sincere ??
I really need you near..
Why can't you see this is real..
Please come back !!

It's too late to say..
These words of redemption..
I should've known better..

If I can turn back the clock..
I'll do anything and everything..
All I need is just one more chance..
Let me prove my love to you..
Let me show you..
Let me tell you how much I miss you..
You're all that I need..

Rain + Hold Hands + Laugh + Run

yesterday

raining day

holding hands

laughing together

run as fast as We could

hehe!!=)

p.s I LOVE U SIS !!

( Background Music : Honey by Kara )

Keep On Smile !! =)

1NE Smileyy ~

Two smileyy ~

Biya-ne Oppa ??

ThrE3 Smileyy ~

another smileyy ~

Nol Saranghandago Oppa !! <3

( Background Music : Big Bang & 2NE1-Lollipop )

LOVE Capsules ( He N She Said )

conversations between He ( Dying Boy ) N She ~ adaptation by ' Mr.GoodBye (Korean Drama-channel 303) ' !! Background Music : Bi Rain-Sad Tango..

She : What does happy means to You ?? ( She suddenly asking He ) emm, for me drink much soju and got drunk at the same time are always make Me happy !! You ??

He : emm , for Me I am happy when I see You not in a pain..seeing You happy with Me instead of being sad..let You see Me and share with Me when I am in happy condition instead of in a tough situation..

She : ... ( She turns speechless and just staring at He without reply any words )

- THE END -

Whisper To Herself

yup ,I agree with You April..

to make people happy is so difficult..

hardly to make people satisfies on their own..

sometimes, I couldnt understand people..

I think not sometimes..

but almost everytime..

for Me as long as You happy that is more than enough..

sometimes,We have to let it go..

maybe It is not Your fate..

but most of the time,

I whisper to Myself that I am gonna be okay..

eventhough I am not..

I dont know why..

I dont have any idea about it..

dont worry April,

everything gonna be fine..

everything gonna be okay..

trust Me..

why I'd have to face many circumstances ??

why It is happen to Me ??

why Me ??

why ??

oh..everything gonna be fine soon..

just do it Your best even It is tough !!

April , Aja Aja Fighting !!

April Hwaiting !!

Malaysia Night Curtains

It is almost in the middle of Night
turns dark and darker..
the darkness of the scenery make Me calm..
the cloud and the stars combined and mixed-well with the dull sky..
KL City was fully-filled with a million of hearts..
creepy sounds of flowing curtains..
the cold atmosphere outside blast My warm-soul..
the fast moving air get in through My skeleton bones..
the blanket hugged Me tightly as if I am about to run away..

I walked alone with nothing in My left and right..
My HK-necklace touch My heart..
ohh..It is My follower as if It is My Die-Hard Fan..
with My hair untied
flowing-free happily but opposite to My thinking mind..
My mind was messed up with the unsolved heavy memories..
My shoelace was untied and not tidy..

I looked up and saw many stars..

with My left palm and left fingers at My chin and My lips..

I felt amazed..

I wish that I could hold and grab the stars..

I wish that I could touch the wall of widest sky..

eventhough It is just My wishful thinking..

Four - One = Thr3E

yesterday..

I'd already planned with My Sis earlier to asked Her for accompanied Me to do some task..

forced My Bro Shahril to wake up from sleep ( It tooks 30 mins to wake Him up and spends 20 mins to wait for Him to take a bathed - 20mins..ohh,so impressed !! bravo..usually almost a hour~trust Me!! ohh,better stop mengumpat Him..BIYANE OPPA !! )

Lets Go Oppa N Noona ~~~

13:00++

1st Destination-heading to Sri Rampai Photo-shop for make a passport copy photo..8 photos costs Me MYR16~okies!! We R done..

13:30++

2nd Destination-next destination is Taman Melawati..go there to renew My L-license~wao,so fast..dont have to wait so long..do it that day also can get that day..( Uncle Driving School,I'd already renew My L-license !! =p )

14:00++

3rd Destination-heading to Desa Setapak Section2 for photostate My Old-Expired L-license N My Brand-New L-license..

( I MISS U BRO CHAPIQ !! )

Chapiq,biscuit N shower foam nice meh ?? I picked for You oh..take care at Camp ya~fast fast back Home !! Me gonna miss You liao lo..Me N Sis dun hv driver nemore~hehe =p

Mr.GoodBye

conversation between Mr.GoodBye N Mr.Doctor

Mr.GoodBye : Doctor,can I ask You a favour ??

Mr.Doctor : yes,sure can..what is it ??

Mr.GoodBye : could You stop My electrical (SA Node-Artificial Pacemaker ) ticking heart ?? I can hear It..It is so obvious..

Mr.Doctor : if I do so..You will die..I cant !!

Mr.GoodBye :these sound of ticking is always reminds Me of My life..I just feel like My time is running out..could You stop the sound when I am with someone that I LOVE ??

Mr.Doctor : huh ?? (He is confused )

Mr.GoodBye : please..I just ask You for that..please stop the sound when I am with someone that I LOVE !!