Hypocrisy Apocalypse

why ??
everything that I could not expected seems always involving Me ??
why ??
I still could not get the answer yet ??
whyyy ??

Dont worry..
I am not going to cry..
Dont worry..
I am okay..

that phrase always come out from My mouth when someone asked Me about My condition..

I get through all infront of Me by My own..
I am used to It..
I face all the difficulties by My own..
I am used to It..

eventhough I may look fine..
eventhough I may look happy..
eventhough I may look strong..

truthly, I am not..

but dont worry , I am not going to cry INFRONT OF YOU !!