L . o . l . l . i . p . o . p

I dont want My soul to be tastless like a plain water..
I dont want My soul to be sweet like a lollipop ..

I dont want My soul to be bitter like a chemical medicine either..

oh NO,what I am talking about..

I am speechless when It turns to My life..
I am blind when It turns to My hopes..
I am deaf when It turns to My inspiration..

oh NO,what I am babbling of..
I dont have any idea..

all can I see is a brick wall..
before,It is used to be a wide open doors with a lot of keys..
but now It is closed and there is seems like there is no doors..

all doors turns to a weary and odd walls..
all locks with missing and un-matched keys..
all windows closed tightly..
all bridge was corrupted and broken..

I am in the middle of the ride..
I dont know where to go..
I am lost in My inner heart..
all can I think right now is just break a neck of My inner heart..

I am going that far..
I try to catch It by a thunder..
but I still could not catch It..
even if I dont know who I am..