time is ticking

hey hey..
I am here..
Remaining time : 00:06
now me at Library..
study ??
emm not..
do a bit assignment..
hehe..
miss my parents n my siblings liao lo..
cant wait to meet them..
but dun hv any long-holiday..
huhu..
so Raya baru balik ma..

haiz~wat to do..
wait n see jor..

gud bye

I am going !!

bz packing~huhu T_T

H O P E p r a y D O

yay,i'm in excellent level..
for today..
tomorrow still a mistery..
I hope that i can manage to handle it by myself..
Appa,Omma..waaaaa,so scared !!
April,you can ..

need to eat a lot today
need to gain energy
supply for tomorrow
hwaiting !! (n_n)

[ DON'T ] Leave Me Alone

I dont want to let you go
I dont want to miss a thing about you
I want to be the first to know
I want to be your number 1 fan

but my small little voice always whispered to my inner ears
that you are not mine
and we are not meant to be together

I slowly wiped my tears
and closed my ears with my both palm
so that i became deaf for a second from that small little voice
and my mouth keep denied all that
and start tried hardly to carved a smiled
even It may look fake
i feel relieved afterall

closed pair of my eyes tightly
and hope that i will end up dream bout you
as my prince charming

D . L n D . T

what you need is just pay attention and take it serious
be matured

spread your wing

You can fly

You got to fly sky high April !!

You Are My [ STAR ] I Am Your No.1 [ FAN ]

Oh !

i know i can't have you

but you're always in my head

even though i can't touch you

it's just wishful thinking

i can't say it

watching from far away

You know I do

i love you

even though you don't know who i am

Oh baby don't you know

you dont know my name

i couldnt sleep because i was thinking of you

Oh so beautiful grasping the photo i took of you in my hand

my love for you is buried under the world's love for you

you're not listening i will never be allowed to

in the next life we would live separate lives

i want you so much i can't go back

thoughts of kissing you tonight,i hold my pillow tighter

today would be the first time we met

you say that to everybody you meet

i always talk to you with your back facing me

even the familiar 'hi' seems so awkward today

if we blocked everybody's ears

i'm hoping you would listen to only

what i had to say

seeing you walk away makes me go into a trance state shake me from it from far away you become a dot

where can i see you (tell me)

Oh!

i know i can't have you

but you're in my head

even though you don't know who i am

why aren't you smiling today

i hope nothing's wrong

i can't face to look at your worried face

i wish i could take your pain away. but i can't

and that saddens me

just today - if i ask you how you are doing

would you answer me - hug me

i can't reach you, touch you, hold you

i'm going to meet you in my dreams again tonight

even in my dreams people disapprove

they say i'm crazy - if i erase the world

that makes you mine.

why would i lose you to anybody else

No, i can never understand that.

i'll make it so that you'll only look at me

i'll give you everything when we kiss i'll give you everything

so that you can never leave me. i'll keep you in my cold heart

You are My star,

I'm your no.1 fan

Baby please take my hand

Boys N girls who have fallen in psychotic love say oh, oh oh!

Boys N girls who have fallen in idiotic love say oh, oh, oh!

Boys N girls who have fallen in hopeless love say oh, oh , oh!

Boys N girls who have fallen in love like mine say oh, oh, oh!

Even if you don't know who I am

[ S h e ] B . L . U . E [ H e ] G . A . Y

She looks so BLUE [apawa]

He looks so GAY [haengbok]

WHY IS IT ??

probably,

SHE is MISSING HE

but

HE dont know about SHE's feeling

towards

HE

ps/ I mich U 6294746..mich U sow much !! mayb U dunno

( Naega Nugunjineun Molado ) ~

[ sarang-hae Dong Wook Oppa ]

Music's Background- Avril Lavigne : When Your Gone

L . I . G . H . T . B . U . L . B

You brighten My day just like a biggest lightbulb
You make Me smile just like watching a romantic soap
You make Me laugh out loud just like seeing a clown performing

You make Me crying just like tears by cutting an red onion

T y m e - 2 - F l y

In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday

Can you hear it calling ??
Can you feel it in your soul ??
Can you trust its longing and take control ??

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
'Cause it's your time
Time to fly

All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's nothing else
And the world's feeling hollow

And when you're down and feel alone,Just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else

~ FLY WHILE U STILL CAN ~

music's background-Darin Zanyar : Be What You Wanna Be

Sakura Para-Para Dazs

almost paradise
brighter than the morning
is your love coming towards me
it's as though i have the whole world
in my life
like a dream in my tired life
if only it is you, who came to me, that i can love forever

holding your hand, yell to the world with all my might
walking the skies, i promise to love only you forever
the paradise that unfolded in our dreams
i can go anywhere if it's with you, to the my paradise

forget the pain and the times of suffering you've had
it's the start now, together with you
we're going to take off, running
loving you forever

almost paradise
warmer than the sun
are your eyes that are looking at me
it's as though i have the whole world

in my life
like a light in my tired life
if only i can cherish forever the love you gave to me

you are all of my love
you are all of my life
hanging all i have on the line
i love you

like the blue ocean is our wonderful paradise
i can go anywhere if it's with you, to the my paradise

your smile is like one of an angel
in our filled paradise
i'm going to fill it with the flowers that are just for you

if only i can love you forever

ps / yummy2,eat tasty and smelly Duran Duran just now..hehe~=p listen to U-Tube song called Come Over by Natsun featuring Tiffany !! hey,such a funny and chicky song..' Ngolo Ngolo Ngolo Ngolo Wah Wah Wah ~~~ ' =p

background's music : Natsun feat Tiffany - Come Over