Lack of Synchronisation

cant You see that I barely breathe ??
cant You see that I begging for mercy ??
cant You see that I crying for sympaty ??
cant You see that I babbling for protecttion ??
cant You see that I lost My precious soul ??
cant You see that I searching for My missing memory ??

Boys and girls who have fallenin psychotic LOVE say oh, oh oh !!
Boys and girls who have fallenin idiotic LOVE say oh, oh, oh !!
Boys and girls who have fallenin hopeless LOVE say oh, oh , oh !!
Boys and girls who have fallenin LOVE like mine say oh, oh, oh !!

Even if you don't know who I am !!

Lip Sync

Wherever you go..
whoever you meet..
You can deny it..
but I know !!

Turn on the TV and then turn it off..
walk and then stop Stand up and then lie down..
somehow it's being forced..
Stare at the clock, close my eyes then squeeze hard, open up and glare at myself..
Converse with the bricks that won't respond, hold a cigarette between my black lips..
Lip sync to the sad songs on the radio, behind a mirror no one sees..

I comfort myself, and difficulty form a smile..
In the dark night when sharp wind blows, gloomy clouds break me apart..
As I look at the bright moon I go insane, it's almost bearable..
The fingerprints on my thumb start to fade..
I've been able to through a night without your call, but then your name flashes on my phone.. Your voice is heard, as my hand shakes Smiling, I say I've been at the house all day And I'm running to you, I love you, but I know..

Let in rain (Let it rain)..
Along with raindrops, my tears fall and wash away your faults..
Let in rain (Let it rain...)..
I'll approach you with a smile, and wash your hypocrisy away..

As the rain falls, I'll bury the pain others aren't aware of..
As the rain falls, I'll bury quietly bury your lies..

Even though I know, I can't say a word..
Your feelings have changed, and they won't come back today..
After I meet you, I dream of letting you go with a course voice..
My headaches bring tears that call the rain..
I reach out my arms to wash your mistakes away..
I try to hide my feelings with a smile, but it just deepens the wound..
The phone's ringing causes my heart to beat faster..
A thousand times a day I kneel, or lower my head..

Where did we go wrong??
How did it lead to this??

Without a soul, I walk two paths..
I'll keep my mouth shut, holding this pained face..
Because I can't live without you, this one sided love is most important to me ..

Telepathy

everytime You wanna called Me..I can feel It !!
everytime We went to a restaurant..You know what menu I want You to order !!

everytime I lie to You..You know It !!

honey..honey..honey..

I am so happy with You..

I am so lucky with You..

currently listen to song called Honey Honey Honey by Kara..hehe!!=)

I dont know how many times this has happened..

us calling each other, exactly at the same time..

When we meet, we choose

the same thing on the menu..

Is this destiny??

The truth is, I am more aware..

If you felt it, you know..

You’ll now even see me when you’re sleeping

(in your dreams) you will meet me..

The way we connect

(hey! Hey!) I like it

Better than the taste of candy..

I like the sensation of the telepathy we have..

I know because of a woman’s intuitions..

We will meet once again..

Tell me that you want me..

You keep coming to me..

the truth is, it’s actually me trying

I’m the one that shot all those cupid arrows !!

Where are you ??

Do you miss me ??

Even when you don’t tell me..

I get the feeling I know..

Is it that you’re the same as me..

Tell me if this is love ??

Even when you don’t tell me,

you’re already mine !!

I’m going to get you confidently..

Every glance I take, I know you’re my man !!

On Air

" You have to asked for My approval first..I need to read Your script before We published It.. " He warned Me..
" ermm..okay Mr.Director !! I will make sure that after I done writing My script , I will send to You for approval..I promise !! okay now " I replied..
" ermm..okay , I keep Your promise Miss Script Writer !! " He carved smile on His face and wait for Me to reply His smiled back..

with the effort as big as a Tahan mountain..
with the effort as tall as a KLCC Twin Tower..
with the effort as bitter as a taste of tobacco..
with the effort as hard as a pearl..

I wrote the script full of imagination with a pile of My expensive soul..
be obedient with the story lines..
The titles is My Belief..
sweating for gains plenty of ideas..
fairy tales become My Angel..
eventhough My patient kills my inner heart..
It never jailed My hopes and determination..

I used to give Him a called everytime I finished up writing My script..
We meet at Our usual meeting places..
It is ' The Egg ' Restaurant..
He asked Me to borrow Him My pen..
read and pointed words with pen was become His identity for Me..
It is His habit..
but He just put a sign symbol but neither correct any mistakes..

" I am finished read Your script " He informed to Me..
" ermm..Mr.Director next time could You please stop approved My script..I feel like You not trust the way I am writing.. I feel really uncomfortable feeling about It..You also never correct anything that what I was wrote in My script.." I asked for His permission
" I dont have a rights to correct Your own script..that is the way You write..that is the way You imagine and that is also the way You interprete You feeling on Your script.. I dont want our reader feel like been cheated if They know that It is not Your original ideas and I am to blamed !! " He explained to Me
" so , why You continuously read My script and need to ask for Your approval before publish?? " I asked Him in proper manner
" I just want to be the one who read Your script..I want to be the first !! " He confessed to Me
" anneee ?? PABO (Korean means idiot ) !! haiz~ APAWA (Korean means I become hurt ) !! " sigh and smiled to Him

Old Skool ( to My Bro Shaffiq )

I woke up crazy late today..
I just realised It was 1# : 00
(the time already been censored because make Me damn ashamed with My own self..)
with the pillows and My pinky decoration bed untidy and not neat..
I woke up and straightly directed to My living room..
My mind wondering where is My Bro..
on My way to living room then I saw My Bro slept on the couch..
poor Him..He was studied really hard yesterday..
" Bro Hwaiting !! "
searched and grabbed a remote ( TV controller and switched on the TV..)

watched..watched..watched..
urmm..(sigh..)
nothing interesting..
then I opened MTV channel..
ermm..ermm..ermm..
I was quite interesting and It was catched My full attention to watched it ..
It was a reality show.." Paris Hilton's My New BFF "

actually I hate Her..frankly speaking !!
hehe!!=)

Then I took a bath..
after an hour taking a bath..
I saw My Bro was studied in a dining table..
poor Him again..
I walked slowly to My bedroom then He asked Me..

this is My conversation with Him,
" Lil Sizt , You want go out and eat with Me ?? " He said..
" emm..okay Bro " I repied..
" where we wanna go ?? You dont want ta bao ?? (chinese means take away) " I asked Him..
" either JJ Wangsa Maju or JJ AU2 probably..We just go there for eat then We back home..I need to study after that..so, dont want wasting time " He explained..
" emm..okay !! I loooove It " I answered..

We heading to JJ AU2 by My Mama ' s car ( Black Myvi )..
When We arrived..Our first destinations were to ' The Body Shop '..He want to reedeemed someting there..
sedond destinations were to ' Food Court '..
people do watching us..
maybe They thought that My Bro is My Boyfriend probably..
hehe !!=) I dont mind if people do think so because My Bro is a up-dated and charming guy..

We saw every section in the Food Court..
finally We decided to eat Paprik Fried Rice , Roti John and Cockles..
ermm..yummy2 and oishii ne (Japanese means delicious)~ moko moko (Korean means eat) !!

on the way back home..
We heard and sang along..
" I dont care who You are , where You from what You do , as long as You LOVE Me "
wahaha..so old skool !! LOLz~
followed with ' Kelly Clarkson-My Life Would SUCK Without You '
I miss My only One Sizta..
I usually hangout with 2 of You !!

Sarcastic Addict ( to My Bro Shahril )

I miss My Bro Shahril so much !!
eventhough He is sarcastic sometime but I'd like It..
I'm used to It..
" Bro , I can smell Your evilness " !! wahaha..
I love using that words everytime My Bro try to distract Me with His irritating behaviour and awfull habit~

but since He is so busy and need to concentrated on His study..He have to sit for exam next week !!
I'm become addicted and miss His sarcastic words and action !!
Oh Em Gee !!

Infectious Emotional Syndrom =(

The night make Me feel dull..
The night make Me feel frustrated..
The night make Me feel emotional..
The night make Me feel depressed..
The night make Me feel fragile..
The night make Me feel turmoil..

I need to get rid of that feeling..
I need protection as antibody that prevent any pathogen to entered the blood vessel ( human system )..
I need immune to increase My immunity in My cell body to prevent from disease..
I felt insecured..

I begging for a mercy..
I nagging for a fact..
I hoping for someone to take Me back home..
I looking for a light as bright as a twinkling stars..

The night started down the curtains of cloud..
The windy air had blown My comb hair..
The steps that I took had lost the direction..
The eyes got blind with the missing signboard..
The hand hugged hanphone thightly and hoped for a called from someone..

are You care whether,

am I okay ??
am I happy ??
am I alive ??
am I healthy ??

My lips cannot felt the structure of Your smooth lips anymore..
My jaws cannot carved the sincere smile anymore..
My nose cannot smells the fragrants of Your perfume anymore..
My eyes cannot saw the way You staring at Me anymore..
My ears cannot heard the sounds of Your hasky voise and confession of love anymore..
My hands cannot held Your secured and warm hand anymore..
My souls cannot detected either fake hopes or honest hopes anymore..
My Neurons cannot interpreted Our destiny between You and Me anymore..
My brain rejected Our memories that was kep in My mind anymore..

The infectious emotional syndrom had infected Me every middle night !!
It is psychotic habit !!

Boy Code ??

today evening..
I went to JJ because My Chapiq Oppa ask Me to bought Cheesy Wedges and to redeemed The Body Shop Baucher for Him..

this My conversation between Me and My Chapiq Oppa ,

" on 6pm I want to go to JJ..want order somehing ?? " I said
" emm, I really3 want You to buy Cheesy Wedges for Me " He replied
" what ?? Cheesy Wedges ?? do You mean Cheesy Wedges at KFC ?? " I asked Him
" yup.. " He answed Me
" OMG,NO WAY !! almost 4 months I am boycott US and Israel products then now I have to buy It for You ?? " I explained to Him

that situation reminds Me to My Shahril Oppa ,

His conversation between My Mama..
on the car on the way to back home from have lunch (Chicken Rice) at Taman Melawati..
suddenly My Bro breaking the silence..
" Ma, whos buy the Colgate Toothpaste ?? " He asked My Ma
" Mama la..who else ?? " She replied
" ooo..now I know " He said
" know what ?? " She curious to know
" Ma want to be ' bau bau bacang ' with Israel huh ?? " He sounded like try to making a jokes
" hahaha..LOLz ( didnt expect that He might say that ) " I got involved
" huh ?? I buy It but You also used it right ?? " My Ma tease My Bro "
" emm..hihi " He ashamed and end up smiled at Me "

LOVE Letter <3

Daniel Armand Lee aka Tablo <3

Dear My LOVE,

what is LOVE ??

In obvious way that You might see..

It has 4 letters a word..

It is start with letter L and followed with O V E..

what is LOVE ??

what do You feel when You fall in LOVE ??

is LOVE is a things ??

is LOVE is a peoples ??

is LOVE is a feelings ??

is LOVE is a way to secure ??

do You havent fallen in LOVE before ??

for ME,

LOVE is something that,

We not asked for..

We not hoped for..

It comes in uninviting way..

It comes from eyes to heart..

It is strange feeling..

It is fast like a thunder storm..

only selected person will felt the tasteful of LOVE..

only selected person will got someone that They LOVE..

only selected person will get a true LOVE..

You are My first LOVE..

You are My first-sight LOVE..

ps: I hope You reply this LOVE LETTER !!

From Your SECRET ADMIRER <3

I LOVE You DANIEL ARMAND LEE

nol SARANGhandago DANIEL OPPA

LOVE Letter from MALAYSIA~

I Am Your No.1 Fan ^ 0 ^

~EPIK HIGH~

Daniel Armand Lee aka Tablo
Dj Tukutz
Mithra Jin

Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo)
Nae morisoge sorado(Manjilsuga opsodo)
Geujo heotdwin ggumirado(Malhalsuga opsodo)
Meoriso sumosorodo(You know I do)
Nol saranghandago(Naega nugunjineun molado)

Oh!I know I can't have You

but You're always in My head

even though I can't touch You

It's just wishful thinking

I can't say It

watching from far away

You know I do

I love You

even though You don't know who I am

You are My star,
I'm your no.1 fan
baby please take my hand !!

Michin sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!

Babogateun sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!

Hotdwin sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!

Nagateun sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!

Naega nugunjineun molado

Boys and girls who have fallenin psychotic love say oh, oh oh!

Boys and girls who have fallenin idiotic love say oh, oh, oh!

Boys and girls who have fallenin hopeless love say oh, oh , oh!

Boys and girls who have fallenin love like mine say oh, oh, oh!

Even if you don't know who I am