Infectious Emotional Syndrom =(

The night make Me feel dull..
The night make Me feel frustrated..
The night make Me feel emotional..
The night make Me feel depressed..
The night make Me feel fragile..
The night make Me feel turmoil..

I need to get rid of that feeling..
I need protection as antibody that prevent any pathogen to entered the blood vessel ( human system )..
I need immune to increase My immunity in My cell body to prevent from disease..
I felt insecured..

I begging for a mercy..
I nagging for a fact..
I hoping for someone to take Me back home..
I looking for a light as bright as a twinkling stars..

The night started down the curtains of cloud..
The windy air had blown My comb hair..
The steps that I took had lost the direction..
The eyes got blind with the missing signboard..
The hand hugged hanphone thightly and hoped for a called from someone..

are You care whether,

am I okay ??
am I happy ??
am I alive ??
am I healthy ??

My lips cannot felt the structure of Your smooth lips anymore..
My jaws cannot carved the sincere smile anymore..
My nose cannot smells the fragrants of Your perfume anymore..
My eyes cannot saw the way You staring at Me anymore..
My ears cannot heard the sounds of Your hasky voise and confession of love anymore..
My hands cannot held Your secured and warm hand anymore..
My souls cannot detected either fake hopes or honest hopes anymore..
My Neurons cannot interpreted Our destiny between You and Me anymore..
My brain rejected Our memories that was kep in My mind anymore..

The infectious emotional syndrom had infected Me every middle night !!
It is psychotic habit !!