PhObiA

I am PHOBIA of FAILURES

I will never tun back
I am afraid of failures
I am scared of failures
I am hate of failures
I dont want to be a failures
I dont want to be a loser
ANYMORE

L . i . s . t . e . n [ 2 ] E . H

songs of EH reminds me
where i am nothing
only depends on biggest dream
yet I am still hoping and depends on my dream
but with a pinch of achievement

now I know what is wrong and what is right for me
I already start to realise
It is not that easy to achieve
and It is also not impossible to grab

I'd tried my best to prove
that I am not old-April
I am new one
I am new April

congrates April~
L.o.Ideas

I dun wanna noe

Me just back from Kedah
tiring but happy back home
not sleepy anymore
borrow my BSF's laptop
open website
dunno when I am going to start study for next sem
as MSK's..

...............

the day had passing by
but I am still doing nothing
waking up late
do the same thing

I stared at the sun
but the sun with a angry face look back at me
so,I wish for a falling rain
so that I will feel more much better
but the heavy rain blast me cruely

oh,thank God,It is juz a tots

I Am ZERO

sometimes I dunno who I am
why am I here
why am I still here

sometimes I easily got confused
why am I here
and why am I still here

sometimes I dunno how my future might be
why am I here
why am I still here

sometimes I cry
but nobody here
and give me a hug

sometimes I flashback my memory when I used to have a nice dream but...
it is all gone..
but..(sigh**)

just a piece of space

I am
still here
still the same
the quote ' everybody changing ' is not for me
so far i travel along my line of life

i am
still who i am before
i just do not know how to change myself

because i just wanna be me
so stop blaming me
if i am not like what you expect me to be
because i donno how to become what you want
and i am tired of waiting
and i will stop waiting
because i am just a girl and zero

I will NEVER make them upset anymore !!

You're Not SORRY

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances
Everytime and all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long
Baby but I've figured you out
And you thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you
If I didn't know
Could have loved you all my life
If you had'nt left me waiting In the cold
And you've got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen'Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, oh
You're not sorry
No, no, oh

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby Like I did beforeYou're not sorry
No, no, oh
You're not sorry
No, no, oh...

Millionaire Blues

I recently paid a visit to a Millionaire's house , and ended up not having anything to drink despite the offer. Below is how the offer was made to Me :

Question : " What would You like to have.....Fruit juice , Soda , tea , Chocolate , Milo , or Coffee ?? "
Answer : " Tea , please . "
Question : " Ceylon tea , Herbal tea , Bush tea , Honey Bush tea , Ice tea , Green tea ?? "
Answer : " Ceylon tea . "
Question : " How would You like it ?? Black or White ?? "
Answer : " White . "
Question : " Milk , Whitener or Condensed Milk ?? "
Answer : " With milk . "
Question : " Goat milk , Camel milk or Cow milk ?? "
Answer : " With cow milk , please . "
Question : " Milk from Freezeland cow or Afrikaner cow ?? "
Answer : " Uhmm ?? I will take it black . "
Question : " Would You like it with Sweetener , Sugar or Honey ?? "
Answer : " With sugar . "
Question : " Beet sugar or Cane sugar ?? "
Answer : " Cane sugar . "
Question : " White , Brown or Yellow sugar ?? "
Answer : " Arrgh !! Forget about the tea , just give Me a glass of water instead . "
Question : " Mineral or Plain water ?? "
Answer : " Mineral water . "
Question : " Flavoured or Non-flavoured ?? "
Answer : " Gee !! I give up . Just forget about everything . "

MULTIcultural MALAYSIA

Kring.....
Wake up everyone
It's already morning
Hey , today is Hari Raya Day !!

Come on , wear Your " Baju Kurung ",
not to forget Your " Tudung ",
bring out the " Rendang "'
and where's the " Lemang " ??

wait for Your guest

and carry that tray
Kids !! Watch out where You play
because You can make that tray
fly itself away

Oh , lights everywhere !!
what happened here ??
was there a fire ??

that's Deepavali
They have " Tosai " and " Chapati "
" Amble " and " Pomble "
wearing " Dhoti " and " Sari "
" Qoil Ke Pore " the say " Patty "

Gong Xi Ni !! Gong Xi Ni !!
" Lai La , Cho Tai Sin "
" Lei Hou Leng "
how's My " Cheongsam " ??
that's expensive I guess
yup !! and here I am
gather up everyone !!
at the round table in front
Girls carry the food out !!
chopsticks , spoons , and also soup
Kids are waiting for " Popo's ang bao "
while guests are serve with " limau "

Let Us !!
the Young generation
be proud of this country
and it's multicultural harmony
LOVE You MALAYSIA
Salam 1 MALAYSIA !!
hehe =p