Diving N Drowning ??

It is 12am..

I still here by My Own..

the silent of surrounding make My mind narrow..

the silent of My handset make Me weak and paranoia..

I look outside..

I can see many stars..

I can see the light but It turn to fade away because the cloud had block the moon..

the scenery was too amazing to draw..

It is raining outside..

I can feel the wind blast My face..

I can see the rain touch My window..

the rain hit My roof..

I can feel It..

the sounds of It was so obvious!!

thus, breaking the silence..

I try to wake up and make a move..

I cant feel My body..

I start to cry as hard as I can..

I start to scream as loud as I can..

I feel like..

I am diving in the ocean and drowning..

I cant barely breath..

It is hard to breathing..

I start to cry and hopes that someone will help Me..

ooo..Finally,

I am happy and have a lot of Joy..

swallowing my loneliness, see,

drunken in mine exclusive wine colored freedom

Unchanging,

day after day I'm performing, see,

stumbling on solitude's adante

In a cup of green tea I make small circling waves though alone,

at long last

I find myself walking, on the bench I sing standing next to solitude..

The melody of nature and the city..

The faraway neon sign burns sunset red..

Everything is so beautiful..

It's regrettable wasteful for me to see it alone I wish it were with you !!