Missing Piece of Puzzle

In this feels of anxiety, I am described It in the way of writing..

I am turns speechless and muted and My feeling only can be expressed by the way of writing..

I am painting and drawing the loneliness..

I dont get It if I am not with You..

I just cannot accept It when I am missing of You..

eventhough , I wake up in the morning..

eventhough , the wheather seems perfect and the scenery looks unbelievable..

but It could be dull and empty when You are not here with Me..

accompanying Me..I will feel miserable..

without Your LOVE..I feels anxiety..

without Your CARE..I feels bad about Myself..

without You..I am nothing..

without You..I am dying..

this heavy feelings that I feels right now..

My inner heart cannot barely keep this heavy feelings anymore..

I just dont get It..

feeling of anxiety keeps haunting Me..

I am scared that You gonna leave Me..

and You gonna leave Me alone..

without waiting for the death separates us..

I am really dont know how I am gonna face It..

when It is really happen..