Anxiety Disorder

when I walked alone in the big street..
with nothing in My left and My right..
with My bag that hang in My left shoulder that become My subttitution of to My awkward feeling..
with My hair undone and messy despite of the breezy air..
the wind world seems to force Me to give up on My hopes and want to let Me down..
the windy surrounding blast My face and pulled Me backwards..as I am tiny and small compared to a nation of air..
the echoed of My shoes become My loyal friend..

every steps that I took was filled with a full pile of sweating hopes..
everyone that I passed will obviously felt the present of Me..
I became shy and put My face down while walking..
I try let My face up for a second and I saw many of coupled held their partner hand..
I put My face down again..
My gloomy feeling arrived on Me..
I try to hide that feeling..
I try to keep My tears from falling..
but I cant..
I became sad and I cry..

only shadows of mine accompanied Me along the way I walked..
only tears knows My feeling..

I hope this tears will send a telepathy to You..
as many tears that flow through My cheeks..

nobody will understand Me..
nobody will accompany Me..
nobody will hear Me..
nobody..

I know that I'm all alone by Myself..
these kinds of feeling keep chasing Me and never let Me go even a second..
these kinds of feeling keep haunting Me eventhough I am with someone..
I feel ANXIETY !!